莫道书生空议论，头颅掷处血斑斑。

名山口岸的界碑被出租，照相一次2块钱。--而且还是你拍完照片之后再索取。

今天试着在玄坛前面入静，效果似乎不太一样了。不过体内的荧光还是没有出现。草原模糊不清、财神殿也时有时无。

目前应该还不是在入静而是还停留在想象中。北斗七星还没有同时清晰的出现过呢，我还需要连线将它们连在一起。想象中的景物总是变来变去。

希望有一天能步罡踏斗，走进嗣汉天师府的大殿，受箓成为正一弟子。

Steve Jobs，一个天才。将科技与艺术完美结合、改变了世界改变了人类生活的天才离开了人间。其实只想说一句话：谢谢你，乔布斯，一路走好。

永远不能忘记那个被咬了一口的苹果。

以前的女人有不太喜欢的、没有感觉的、不讨厌的，但是最近这个真的是把所有个人厌恶的缺点集于一身，极品。

鼻子高耸、无肉紧绷，两颧高隆无肉---面相是有用的。

本来抱着不折腾的心情就用着我的OS5就算了，可是不折磨不成活啊还是要升级。再说这么感觉很高级很另类的东西居然总是断网不是很没面子---虚荣!

但是TMD居然升级DM就耗时一个多小时还没结束。就在这篇日记的时候还在安装.......

一直在犹豫是否作出一个影响自己生命的重要决定。

目前完全自主的作出的选择有两次，第一次不知道正确与否，第二次正确。

这第三次呢？2014年丧门星照父母宫，冯小凤道长说父亲可能有事。我这决定会不会留下终生的遗憾？

可是生活在无尽的痛苦与谎言中已经让我很精疲力尽，不想继续这样下去。

人临终最后悔的五件事：1）我希望当初我有勇气过自己真正想要的生活，而不是别人希望我过的生活。2）我希望当初我没有花这么多精力在工作上。3）我希望 当初我能有勇气表达我的感受。4）我希望当初我能和朋友保持联系。5）我希望当初我能让自己活过开心点。（来自照顾临终病人的护士Bonnie Ware）

It just a mirror that somebody's life reflected in my  life, I was wondered that somebody conmitted into suicide that if they have enough guts to die why instead of live in this painful world. From the age coming and coming, I just could understand lots of staff which I could not take in my junor life that incudling above one.
I am a emotinal people---so as I belived, so sometimes I just avoid (as least trying to) some touchable situation, I hate happy birthday party and so on, it just heat the heart deeply regardless good or bad way. The soft corn of me could not suffer any touch but sometimes I really want someone to understand it in a specific way---people need love and to be love.
The most misirable issue of my life is I want a true ML but the all the ture ML really want is GL, god makes a dame good joke. Alcohol could help me to fill in the thinking blank but what makes me when the time I am in contious?
Cowword, I could not fight back against it when it comes. However, I will not take failure as someone attack me but I commited myself that I can not take it anymore.
Sometimes, I get up and just an idea come out in my mind: That's it, let me end it. However, times keeps go on and one, it's not important when the age still in the level of young till near 30. God bless us and bless us all, just makes me fell peace.--may be that all people wannna, so the pshycology's target that is who am I and where I am going to. Stupid is bless---just for the one who not aware of it.
CKY said: If I am stupid, I must stupid enough to awarness of stupid. Otherwise, it will be the most painful way of living. Mr.Wu Qingyuan 's friends all passed the way by themself just caused by they can not play chest any more--- it may the most stupid method in ordinary men's eyes, but which living ones could understand the pain in those people's brain?

Others is helll; You are longly when you face the world regardless how many firends and relatives.

BLOGBUS的服务器升级了，不知道效果如何。今天非常想写日记。